coming. of .dawn

dearlivej @ 2007-06-25T21:37:00

2007-06-26T01:41:16Z

prom was amazing.
wasaga was even more amazing.
it was so fun partying/ getting caught up with so many people.
it's too bad it's over, but at the same time it's nice to be at home.
my back is officially RED.
and i officially can't move without being in excessive pain.
hopefully i will be on my way from recovery for commencement & more partying.
hopefully.

dearlivej @ 2007-06-21T18:21:00

2007-06-21T22:23:54Z

prom is tomorrow.
ahhhh.
so stokeddd.
i can't believe i'm done high school.

dearlivej @ 2007-06-13T15:30:00

2007-06-13T19:33:39Z

note to self:
never ever take a studies in lit course ever again.

dearlivej @ 2007-06-07T10:26:00

2007-06-07T14:31:27Z

argh i have so much stuff to go before the end of school!
-i need to figure out which cabin i am going in for after prom (which i have no clue about)
-finally present french isu.
-finish 20% essay for Studies in Lit for Monday
-start & finish reflective paper for next friday
-buy prom shoes & accessories
-buy Blaire's bday gift for her saturday night party
-hand out my resumes everywhere
-do all my international law hmk for studying for the exam
-start studying for exams?

i have mixed feelings about the end of school.
if i dont figure out after prom stuff..then it will suck.
ahh so stressed.

dearlivej @ 2007-05-25T20:14:00

2007-05-26T00:17:33Z

hey summer.
thanks for coming early.
now i most definately don't want to do any school work.
so unfocused.
and i could care less.

dearlivej @ 2007-05-08T09:08:00

2007-05-08T13:12:00Z

i hate how i actually have to still try in school.
seriously.
i am done trying.
i've gotten into my university and now i actually just want it to be summer.
i'm ready to just relax.
i'm sick of teachers & school.
and especially my waste of time french class.
i wish i was already in university so i would be on summer break now.

dearlivej @ 2007-05-01T07:54:00

2007-05-01T11:56:57Z

[ignorance]
[&]
[a]
[tendency]
[to]
[fail]
[to]
[notice]

thanks.

take it easy on me.

2007-04-30T18:41:11Z

there's way too much pressure.
that is amounting on to this one thing.
it's because there's pressure from every angle.
him/friends/me
i can't think with that much information being thrown at me.
i can't think.
just take it slow.
take it easy on me.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-24T22:40:00

2007-04-25T02:42:52Z

i am excited for the end of this week because:
a) i am going shopping on thursday afternoon downtown.
b) i am seeing Mel for the first time in AGES on thursday night for a quick coffee catch up.
c) friday i am going to Queen's for the day to get a tour of the Faculty of Fine Arts (plus there is a lunch..yay!)
d) friday night i am going and partying at flurry park with people + and then possibly getting more drunk at a bar with emma.

woo.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-21T13:56:00

2007-04-21T17:58:25Z

oh no.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-20T14:39:00

2007-04-20T18:40:47Z

eek! best way ever
to end a bad day
yesterday.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-19T15:09:00

2007-04-19T19:13:31Z

accepted at: - Queen's University for Fine Arts & History (General)
                       - OCAD (for Fine Arts)
                       - U of T (Mississauga Campus for Fine Arts) & St. George Campus for Arts (Gen.)
                       - York University (Studio Arts & Fine Art/ Visual Art Program)

only 8 more weeks of school.
godd.
i can't wait.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-16T16:03:00

2007-04-16T20:07:33Z

you're brought back but you're running..
you don't own up to anything.

dearlivej @ 2007-04-09T11:59:00

2007-04-09T16:06:30Z

you're turning skin into a dirty secret.
...

dearlivej @ 2007-04-04T23:15:00

2007-04-05T03:17:55Z

another night of no sleep.
oh sweet, thank you book clubs.
not.
ugh i want to go to bed.

dearlivej @ 2007-03-28T22:05:00

2007-03-29T02:09:55Z

Congratulations!

Your portfolio presentation was strong
and your application for admission has
been successful. On behalf of the University,
I am delighted to extend the offer of admission
to the first year, Bachelor of Fine Art program
in the Faculty of Art at the Ontario College of Art & Design.

this makes my day.

gettting accepted into OCAD.

dearlivej @ 2007-03-24T16:00:00

2007-03-24T20:01:55Z

wow.
who knew we'd win.
can't believe that mel/ both of us get to meet tbs.
pretty crazy.

yay mel!

dearlivej @ 2007-03-23T14:49:00

2007-03-23T18:51:00Z

march 29th-- tbs
april 18th-- the walkmen & kaiser chiefs
may 17th-- brand new

neither one of us is one of T-H-E-M

2007-03-22T19:22:26Z

this has been swelling inside since.
i can't wait until the day.
until the day that it's new.
new.
not familiar.
because familiar & boring run along the same lines anyways.

dearlivej @ 2007-03-15T22:24:00

2007-03-16T02:29:44Z

definately went through a weird mood
at the starting of march break.
only took a random phone call & coffee with the bff
to make that turn right around.
andd hangouts with him did as well.

dearlivej @ 2007-03-05T19:30:00

2007-03-06T00:31:57Z

well someone said i made a mistake.
kept looking forward on paths sideways.
it's everything that is connected & beautiful.
and now i know just where i stand.
move on.
roll along.
not today.

dearlivej @ 2007-02-27T16:10:00

2007-02-27T21:14:56Z

omg.
i hate my life & how much i have to do over this week.
damnit.
damnit.
damnit.
i have three major assignments/ projects due on friday.
plus a debate on thursday in law.
and my studies in lit due tomorrow.
ontop of all of that i have to do Queen's stuff.
andd finish my portfolio.
so basically...
one all nighter tonight.
one all nighter tomorrow night.
and another on thursday.
i am gonna be dead by friday...
and i have to work.
eff.

dearlivej @ 2007-02-24T09:16:00

2007-02-24T14:16:48Z

i hate that it's a saturday.
andd i actually have so much to do.
damnn studies in lit & french.

dearlivej @ 2007-02-22T21:24:00

2007-02-23T02:26:38Z

need sleep.
need portfolio interviews & portfolio stuff to be done.
need to catch up in all the classes i have fallen behind in.
need to catch up with friends. period.
need to party real soon. it's been way to long.
need something. and this isn't it.
need you to be done with this. because i'm real close to being done.
need sleep. i'm just not functioning anymore.

dearlivej @ 2007-02-20T21:33:00

2007-02-21T02:40:15Z

things i should be considering...
-what the significances of each of my pieces are (including a reference of an artist from art history)
-why i used the technique i did/ what was i looking to achieve
-problems encountered during the process
-how i work in process of completing each piece
-favourite artists (from contemporary art, etc)
-themes that correspond or link most of my pieces together (why is it of that certain theme)?

questions i should be asking during/ after the interview
-how much studio time are we given for each class (or is there a general amount of studio time set up for all classes)
-what can i be expecting to do during first year, if applying just to the drawing/painting section do we only focus on art in that specific area or are we doing other classes that allow us to broaden our variety of mediums used (like print-making and encaustic use)
-what is the range of sizes of pieces we are expected to be producing (or is it unlimited as to what you want to do)

t-minus a few hours.
and i will be sitting at OCAD.